#WONDER

Another day has passed.

As the rays of the sun in adagio while sets his hiding behind the curtains of the clouds and conceal himself into the walls and ranges of the mighty mountain in that far stand tall, my thoughts runs the same in lento while gazing the gleam into fading to welcome the fall of the evenings.

Everything might end if I can't get away over the conundrums of my state to meet the real purpose... It must be fate. Such a shame if there's nothing I can do with it knowing I put an extra mile of time and effort. Maybe it wasn't good enough or it's not really for me. I want to continue. But knowing it will lead me to nowhere, it doesn't make any sense either. 

I am not smart enough to defy or change the destiny being installed. I am not wise either to make the faux pas of the past sets into right. How far can I go knowing the feeling that I can't move over the gaffes? Am I really in a sort of complex test rule? It's weird sometimes... Whenever I strove to flout the nature of living like how deviants exhibit, I remained still. I see. I stand. I breathe. Nothing gone wrong. Nevertheless, I still wonder.

But, I think it's normal to wonder. It's okay not to be okay sometimes. And, it's fine to embrace your weaknesses. Even in the brink of breaking and relentlessly loosing, we'll just have to keep on moving yet steadily striding. There's no competition within in lavishing a simple life but only living the fullest as  if what your true heart is telling. In the end, Life is what we make it.